Tom Adams wants to explore the nature of chance and control, free will, body and mind, learning and life experience and thanks you in advance for reading this far. This is a first work in progress showing of concept where he will musically improvise with a new musical collaborator each night, alongside him reading from an audience chosen selection of essays Tom wrote when he was twenty-one. There will be audience interactive games, telling him and his new collaborator what to do musically. If you have got this far, thank you. There will also be a theme of ‘being overwhelmed by life’ and wondering what happens now. It might appeal to students or just people who feel submerged by life. Life lessons will be learned.